BIRTHDAY!!

My friend,Nikki n i were just talking abt how come we aint psyched abt our birthdays coming up like we usually are....
well that could be because we r turning twenty n r not even close to the twenty year olds that we wanted to be.here we r...1/5th of a century old n still bloody dead loss cases with no future or no dreams seeming to be comin true.we r jus working ..not learning anything...not really doing anything with our lives n basically wat we wouldv called bloody loosers if we were the third party taking an external look at us....
i mean wen we were like 10-12 and we saw one of the "akki's" doing wat we r doing now we probably wudv thought wat loosers they r instead of studing like every other person we know...i just found out yesterday that ANOTHER friend of mine is going to califonia to do his degree.....EVERYBODY is...its really very embarrassing at twenty to say im working..
I wonder if my dreams r eva gonna come true...

ive made a decision in life....not 100% fixed but almost sure.IM NEVER GOING TO GET MARRIED...i mean why intentionally get yourself into a situation where someone else tells you wat to do,how to do it and when to do it???i know ALL guys aint like that but 99% of em think they have the right to rule r lives...well they dont!!
MEN RULE THE WORLD
WOMEN RULE THE MEN!
TRUE-est statement in the world....
i mean im not really a guy hater.they r cute n all that but WHY is it that they always think they r so superior??GEEZ!
women and men aint equal....that statement is just us trying to be nice.......
they can never be equal....
WE GOT THE BEAUTY
WE ALSO GOT THE BRAINS.....
as for you guys out there...
all you got is a head the size of the planet earth and a much larger ego....