BIRTHDAY!!
My friend,Nikki n i were just talking abt how come we aint psyched abt our birthdays coming up like we usually are....
well that could be because we r turning twenty n r not even close to the twenty year olds that we wanted to be.here we r...1/5th of a century old n still bloody dead loss cases with no future or no dreams seeming to be comin true.we r jus working ..not learning anything...not really doing anything with our lives n basically wat we wouldv called bloody loosers if we were the third party taking an external look at us....
i mean wen we were like 10-12 and we saw one of the "akki's" doing wat we r doing now we probably wudv thought wat loosers they r instead of studing like every other person we know...i just found out yesterday that ANOTHER friend of mine is going to califonia to do his degree.....EVERYBODY is...its really very embarrassing at twenty to say im working..
I wonder if my dreams r eva gonna come true...
well that could be because we r turning twenty n r not even close to the twenty year olds that we wanted to be.here we r...1/5th of a century old n still bloody dead loss cases with no future or no dreams seeming to be comin true.we r jus working ..not learning anything...not really doing anything with our lives n basically wat we wouldv called bloody loosers if we were the third party taking an external look at us....
i mean wen we were like 10-12 and we saw one of the "akki's" doing wat we r doing now we probably wudv thought wat loosers they r instead of studing like every other person we know...i just found out yesterday that ANOTHER friend of mine is going to califonia to do his degree.....EVERYBODY is...its really very embarrassing at twenty to say im working..
I wonder if my dreams r eva gonna come true...
posted by cherubbabe @ 12:51 AM
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